In-fra Processing

Intro

This focus group is to reflect on In-grid's collective organisational methods through a framing of critical access. The focus will be accessible to member's reorientation but it will be a time for us to look back and reflect on how we have started to configure our own infrastructure and background away from big tech institutions and towards feminist and intersectional community infrastructures. In this reflection I hope for us to articulate together through processing our inquiry, a few figures (metaphors) of our own to make accessible these situated relations. To do this we will think through how we have found frictions, or inflexibility when working socially and technically. These will form contours for us to reflect on how we have enabled our collaboration to be Configure-able together. This interplay being the place we form figures and narratives of access from, and where we as a collaboration have flexed towards accessible futures and away from institutional inflexibility .


Agenda

  • Go over questions for G
  • Define together inflexibility and in-flex + qs to help us think through them.
  • Feel out some topics or experiences to reflect on the inflexibility and then our in-flex-ability.

Inflexibility (missfittings / frictions)

What are the systematic and institutional relations that hold/held us in place? From Ahmed - lines holding norms of relations in place. + Aimi Hamraie Flexibile users and soft bodies being conformed to hard machines.

  • Systemic issues around CAPITALISM aside. University structure, jobs/working relationships hold some elements in place, and enable certain actions.

  • Institutions, these come with some privileges but academia/large institutions can be ableist, smaller grass roots organisations that are not driven by the logics of capitalism can enable alt spaces.

  • How we stay attached to these institutions or stay with the difficulties of systemic issues, but find wiggle room, how we make wiggle room.

  • All the other things, like race, class, gender etc etc etc

  • Social and also contractual relationships

  • Time = money under the jobbing job world. And collectivising means we can pool time or labour in a time-poor world.

  • The Catch 22 of being able to prioritise art/research/things that matter for early career researchers/artists/makers is that you already have to have done these things to get the jobs/roles where you are given time for that.

    • Post-austerity efficiency
      What are the things that disable(d) us from doing what we desire(d) in that relation?
  • Time, space, funding, prestige, brain space, emotional capacity

  • Dumb systems that's difficult to work with (Ex: No bank options for non- profitable small collective)

    • Working as a collective, that is not a business or a charity or an institution, makes it difficult to interface with other bodies. Transitioning from a group of individuals to a group that is legally definable?
  • Right to work, visas etc

  • wage labour slavery & and chronic health un-diagnosis that both disable/enable my capacity to do anything whether for work or socially, or towrds organising/meeting/ etc

What restrains/ed our capacities relationally and materially?

  • accountability to each other as a group
  • defining the boundaries of the group. intimacy / maintaining intimacy (is protecting too intense a word), while balancing openness. Project Grant Funding topics (not for this focus group). Maybe we need to be more strict about who we are inviting in and for how long, what the accountabilities etc
  • expectations from others in terms of availability/ capacity

What does this friction contour?

  • Wanting to be open but additionally needing some static for contracts and stuff
  • Too much admin workload on a few people when having more flexible form/ infrastructure

Configure-able In-frastructures

How do/did we process and feel out that restraint?

  • Accept what works for the moment and being honest about the solution and the restraint

How did we (want to) flex and wiggle towards our desires?

What did we do to enable us to get close to the space/relation possible that we needed?

How would we have changed or approached this differently?


Topics

These don't have to be mutually exclusive, maybe more starting points?


De/re-clouding.

  • Small tech-ing rather than divesting (cloud dependant). Not an issue with the technology more than how that tech is wielded
  • clumsiness
  • no one wants to do the boring stuff for free!!!! aka sysadmin / admin / notes
  • how to make maintenance a joyful and pleasurable space
  • tinkering with our own structures can be pleasurable
  • different social relational boundaries / rules systems of collaborating with other groups / institutions can produce anxiety or suck the joy out of the "boring" stuff
  • relational boundaries are helpful/healthy. sad as it is capitalist logics give a shorthand for boundaries between service providers and collaborators. without going at the speed of trust it's hard to jump into different relational structures.
  • big tech smooths the edges of so we are choosing the bumpy edges
    inflexibility:
  • lack of joy as default for maintenance
  • easy of use - hidden politics
  • lack of community
  • frictionless - no way of being in touch with it.
  • product
  • convenience in exchange for bad politics
  • scales can be overwhelming.
    Configure-able In-frastructures
  • interdependence
  • affective support as well as functional actions . . .
  • spreading the load of the "inconvenience" of using smaller grass roots cloud service. making room for inconvenience. making visible the labour of maintaining these services.
  • choosing the scoping of re-clouding. picking collaborators (like servus)

External coalitions / collaborations / working groups / bringing back and making knowledge share-able.

  • sharing and bringing back knowledge is something many of us are invested in but the inflexibility :

takes a lot of labor

inflexibility

  • anxiety + relations + penal
  • lots of work . .
  • no funding support to do it. . . (unpaid)
  • needs personnel relations to share
  • mainly people with mainy things going on
    Configure-able In-frastructures
  • tic, repetitions, small scales of repetitive.
  • patience and care
  • not making assumptions that people know whats going on
  • being generous with time and knowledge.
  • clarrity
  • caring about pedagogy
  • clear refrences
  • vulnerable

Internal politics and ways of enabling collective practices.

in-flex

  • Scales of institutional norms
  • What choices do we have, how to work with resources we can access
  • Socially relating (differing needs and desires)
  • how we decide politics and who we align with
  • capacity for consensus . . . to what extend we delegate decisions or not
  • CIA's Simple Sabotage Field Manual LOL
    Configure-able In-frastructures
  • Slowing down
  • love n care n openness
  • variety in decision making, bespoke decision making, intuition, trust
  • being okay with being uncomfortable
  • sedimented trust.
  • let the chaos reign!!!!

Membership

  • too flex for insti - but a form that fits our needs

  • three kids in a long coat pretending to be what they expect.


Annotated Bib

These are very quickly written sum ups, but hope it helps. Do add or edit if you feel they misrepresent or you have q's or other opinions. . .

Influences for this session

Flexible User

Writes about the formation of the figure of the user within industrial design and how this was formed from the understanding that human bodies are soft and malleable unlike machines, which are hard, determined and static things humans have to be shaped around. This pulls from a eugenics histories, and also orient ergonomics as a place to shape people as much as it is machines to humans. With critical access here Hamraie questions how we can make room for machines to flex to users instead of this normalising and violent history.

Heavy Processing

Talks about bringing queer practices of heavy processing social relations as a way to re-approach the heavy processing needed to start to imagine ethical, de-colonial and anti-abelist technologies. Thinking with it to how In-grid has our own sorts of processing, ones sedimented through relations of trust, in-stability and care.

Get the FRAC In (GTFI)

A crip manifesto looking into fractals and repeated patterns as ways to move us beyond the known and into a crip infinite. Here I am highlighting their focus on repetition or a tic we might have, recursively forming actions and relations. . .

Wiggle room

Here thinking about how to reform roles that are pre-figured or sedimented into relations, whether gender, user, disabled, etc. In these thinking how we can collectively wiggle into these spaces, making capacity for the practices we bring with us and desire to be there as well.

Access Intimacy

Talking about the need for intimacy in understanding the nuance and care need in access. Here thinking through our expansive intimacies in relation and forming infrastructural access, how we take time, know who might need what, and care for each other to be in that space together.

Living Life as Inquiry

This text looks into a reflection on first person action research as a methodology. It looks into how through situated inquiry and one that takes on internal and external arcs of enquiry through both personnel and systemic relations. Here thinking about how we can reflect through these methods to inquire into our own practices internally and externally.